First post. Sampson + Delilah = <3
Everything is going great with Sampson. We spend as much time as we can together and we're always touching when we do.
Yesterday and today we ate lunch together. He held my hands, tickled me, touched me. There was pretty much a constant physical connection between us. He's such an odd boy! Yesterday was our first time eating lunch together as this thing we have. We were outside with many people around and he bit me, twice. He was lying down on his stomach and he bit my arm because it was there. When I asked why, his reply was simply another nip. Naturally Vera assumes this means he's kinky and an animal in bed, which, you know, he might be... But things weren't all rambunctiously. Things chilled and he laid down on my stomach, using me as a pillow while I stroked his hair.
We have AP Euro together. At the beginning he hugged me. It was so sweet and it made me feel really warm and fuzzy. I switch seats with Misty so I could sit near him. He poked me the entire class, haha. He's so cute! And near the end when we were all sitting on the seats he started to tickle me (because I jump, you know). I told him no and held his hands down, but then he started tickling me again and I had to restrain his fidgety fingers once more. He then grabbed my thumbs under his hands and held my hands on my lap, ever so slightly moving his fingers. It was adorable. I've noticed that whenever we're holding hands, he kind of caresses with his thumbs and fingers -- they're always moving against me skin.
Everytime we look at each other we break out into big goofy smiles. I feel like an idiot but I just can't help myself, and I don't think he can either.
Vera says we're such a random couple yet we're perfect for each other. We have the same interests (guitar and he's trying to learn more about my favortie type of music). We balance each other perfectly. He's very hyper and impulsive while I tend to think before I act.
Today we saw each other at lunch too. He really can't keep his hands off me (not that I'm complaining). He just pretty much held me all day. Whether it be by the hand or whether it's a hand around my waist, or a hand on my knee. The most awkward thing during lunch was when I sat on his lap watching the school news broadcast. One of the adminstrators gave me a surprised/quizzical look. I just gave her a goofy little wave, wiggled my fingers and such. Really, like I'm going to get off my new toy just because it shocks a thong-wearing middle aged woman. Maybe she just never expected that kind of open display of behavior from me?
After school he gave me a ride home. He is such an insane driver. So reckless! But today I told him he has to drive a bit slower or else I'd never ride with him again. Seriously, I fear for my life sometimes. But after I told him to be safer, he actually did. The whole way to my house, at the stop lights he'd tickle and poke me. Gave me goosebumps. In fact, I had goosebumps all day long. It was in that moment though that I kind of realized I hold a bit of power over him. Not that I'd ever use it of course because that's just not me. I'm not going to take advantage of him.
When we got to my house, he killed the engine and we sat for a few seconds. Then I turned at looked at him. He was looking at me and we both smiled. Maybe it was his adorable face or just the intoxication I feel when I'm around him, but I leaned over and pecked him on the cheek and gave him a hug. Once I pulled back our eyes met again, and then... well... we kissed like a father kisses a mother. It felt a bit like electricity, tender and rough. But we both had gum in our mouths so it was quite a feat trying to keep 'em in our traps, so it didn't last for long. He was very eager to get his tongue in my mouth, it seems. I'll have to refine his technique a bit, but it was still way cute and adorable how much he wanted to get on me! (That sounds so wrong...) Every time I think of it I get jumpy chills.
I never knew I could feel so goddamn happy! It's like internal sunshine. I feel like I have chloroplasts and I just do not need anything. That I can just be self sufficient. I've been too happy to eat... It's the best way I can try and explain these feelings.
He cares, I really think he does. It's like he fell hard and fast, but we've sort of liked each other on and off for the past two or three years. We had been friends for a while, and I'm always so insecure so I decided to be spontaneous. So voila.
He's sort of like a puppy. He wants to snuggle and please. I'm easily pleased and I'm probably the most clingy person there is, so we'll call it cuddly. Things will work out great between us, I can feel it. Right now it's just like a burning heat and passion. Things will mellow out and maybe settle into a comfortable routine. That stage can't get here soon enough~
Tomorrow he's coming over around 12:30 and we're going to hang out, play guitar, and watch some movies. (He hasn't seen Bill & Ted. How is that not blasphemy!?) We'll also get to some more intimate things. It's going to be a prime opportunity to help him refine his technique. It's so funny how my mother knows what we're going to do yet she doesn't really care, haha.
I need to go shower and take care of some personal hygiene issues. Excitement is totally bubbling up in me, and it's all just from thinking about tomorrow and the possibilities!
chipperYesterday and today we ate lunch together. He held my hands, tickled me, touched me. There was pretty much a constant physical connection between us. He's such an odd boy! Yesterday was our first time eating lunch together as this thing we have. We were outside with many people around and he bit me, twice. He was lying down on his stomach and he bit my arm because it was there. When I asked why, his reply was simply another nip. Naturally Vera assumes this means he's kinky and an animal in bed, which, you know, he might be... But things weren't all rambunctiously. Things chilled and he laid down on my stomach, using me as a pillow while I stroked his hair.
We have AP Euro together. At the beginning he hugged me. It was so sweet and it made me feel really warm and fuzzy. I switch seats with Misty so I could sit near him. He poked me the entire class, haha. He's so cute! And near the end when we were all sitting on the seats he started to tickle me (because I jump, you know). I told him no and held his hands down, but then he started tickling me again and I had to restrain his fidgety fingers once more. He then grabbed my thumbs under his hands and held my hands on my lap, ever so slightly moving his fingers. It was adorable. I've noticed that whenever we're holding hands, he kind of caresses with his thumbs and fingers -- they're always moving against me skin.
Everytime we look at each other we break out into big goofy smiles. I feel like an idiot but I just can't help myself, and I don't think he can either.
Vera says we're such a random couple yet we're perfect for each other. We have the same interests (guitar and he's trying to learn more about my favortie type of music). We balance each other perfectly. He's very hyper and impulsive while I tend to think before I act.
Today we saw each other at lunch too. He really can't keep his hands off me (not that I'm complaining). He just pretty much held me all day. Whether it be by the hand or whether it's a hand around my waist, or a hand on my knee. The most awkward thing during lunch was when I sat on his lap watching the school news broadcast. One of the adminstrators gave me a surprised/quizzical look. I just gave her a goofy little wave, wiggled my fingers and such. Really, like I'm going to get off my new toy just because it shocks a thong-wearing middle aged woman. Maybe she just never expected that kind of open display of behavior from me?
After school he gave me a ride home. He is such an insane driver. So reckless! But today I told him he has to drive a bit slower or else I'd never ride with him again. Seriously, I fear for my life sometimes. But after I told him to be safer, he actually did. The whole way to my house, at the stop lights he'd tickle and poke me. Gave me goosebumps. In fact, I had goosebumps all day long. It was in that moment though that I kind of realized I hold a bit of power over him. Not that I'd ever use it of course because that's just not me. I'm not going to take advantage of him.
When we got to my house, he killed the engine and we sat for a few seconds. Then I turned at looked at him. He was looking at me and we both smiled. Maybe it was his adorable face or just the intoxication I feel when I'm around him, but I leaned over and pecked him on the cheek and gave him a hug. Once I pulled back our eyes met again, and then... well... we kissed like a father kisses a mother. It felt a bit like electricity, tender and rough. But we both had gum in our mouths so it was quite a feat trying to keep 'em in our traps, so it didn't last for long. He was very eager to get his tongue in my mouth, it seems. I'll have to refine his technique a bit, but it was still way cute and adorable how much he wanted to get on me! (That sounds so wrong...) Every time I think of it I get jumpy chills.
I never knew I could feel so goddamn happy! It's like internal sunshine. I feel like I have chloroplasts and I just do not need anything. That I can just be self sufficient. I've been too happy to eat... It's the best way I can try and explain these feelings.
He cares, I really think he does. It's like he fell hard and fast, but we've sort of liked each other on and off for the past two or three years. We had been friends for a while, and I'm always so insecure so I decided to be spontaneous. So voila.
He's sort of like a puppy. He wants to snuggle and please. I'm easily pleased and I'm probably the most clingy person there is, so we'll call it cuddly. Things will work out great between us, I can feel it. Right now it's just like a burning heat and passion. Things will mellow out and maybe settle into a comfortable routine. That stage can't get here soon enough~
Tomorrow he's coming over around 12:30 and we're going to hang out, play guitar, and watch some movies. (He hasn't seen Bill & Ted. How is that not blasphemy!?) We'll also get to some more intimate things. It's going to be a prime opportunity to help him refine his technique. It's so funny how my mother knows what we're going to do yet she doesn't really care, haha.
I need to go shower and take care of some personal hygiene issues. Excitement is totally bubbling up in me, and it's all just from thinking about tomorrow and the possibilities!